I really feel for you as my wife pased away 2 years ago & I still miss her like crazy. It is wee things that will hit you like changing duvet covers or something happens on tv and you turn to say something to her. Like most couples a lot of nights watching tv you're probably lucky if you said 10 words to each other but she was there. The hardest thing for me is coming in to an empty house. As I say to people despite having family with 2 grandkids I am not lonely but just feel so alone at times. At first the more the family tried to help with visiting with grandkids the more I missed my wife as she should have been there. As I say I really feel for you and will be thinking about you over the coming days.