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For context (from the transcript) it's from the aftermath of his heart operation, when he couldn't reach the pain relief. I think that was the second night I think the first night I was full of drugs I was out of it and then the second night it hit me I was in the 39:40 hospital bed and I dropped the morphine buzzer and the core buzzer at the same 39:46 time and I couldn't move to get them and the only thing I had was my phone and I remember I text Kaye saying I just want 39:51 to die I can't go through this pain and then did she ring the hospital yeah she ring the hospital and the nurse coming

See ya rat fuck Naismith.

Fucking hell.

VIP stream looks like it's on VHS tape, and is miles behind. Patching it.

Glad PC is making big calls at the back. Really need them to redeem themselves today.

Turkish polis have been known to rape people in custody with broom sticks. Think he'll have the gait of Louie Spence by the time he ever gets back.

He could 'ostracized-in-the-Trabzonspor-reserve-team-in-an-unpaid-wages-dispute-before-taking-a-free-transfer-to-Plymouth' for fun in Turkey.

I'm not at this level of reflection yet. I am low. Just a bollockingly shit effort today, with no real plan B.

Finally, my level of depression. Welcome.

So depressing 😔 Absolutely fucked it, in the most humiliating way. Can't even get a point at Ross County, fuck's sake.

Almost managed to top that with the 2nd.

Conceding 3 goals to Ross County, while we haven't scored one ourselves (being an OG). Catastrophic.

I'm on the brink of a medical episode with this.

Natural finisher, no extra touch needed.