I've got to say that whilst I still love the club, and will still go along every week, I was completely sickened to see so many empty seats on Tuesday, it felt just like a Motherwell game or something, but for the first time ever in 18 years of watching Rangers I felt detached from what was happening before me, I mean I was still mightily pissed off, don't get me wrong but when it got to 3-1, there was part of me that just went "Why do I bother?", and that was something that made me angry and saddened with the club, but also with myself for feeling like that!!!